I have seen…
Empty cells,
Complicated people,
The truth behind the lies…
that rested within me.
I have known…
The pain and fear,
Of being near
The people I loved…
the most.
I am still here…
Trembling soul,
Heart soaked in deceit,
From words that went deep…
into my soul.
Constructed my life
Destruction and lies
I can’t cover my eyes
I look down and wish I were blind.
But there is no escape.
And perhaps this is when…
I find peace,
With the Chaos,
That’s been living within…
my being.
Not mine anymore
Given to people
I should’ve ignored
The hands don’t turn back.
There is no escape in my lonely surrender.
